Im Rashika. Seventeen and awesome. Directioner. only believe in Allah.



Sunday, October 24, 2010

Hyee
(; soriii lama dah tdak update ne blog , suriii . Hmm , ouh yea , my life gone bad huh ;D 
Hmm , napa arr d dunia ne maw jadi jahat kena bnci , klu dah jd baik kena umpat2 plak , buleh2 wa kna ckp BETRIP BAIK ! nda kha sowt thu , duii kamu , sedar2 tah ehh , fkir jak la hal kamu thu sndiri . nda pyah tah klu nda puas aty sama urang maw jumpa2 , pastu tumbuk2 pastu masalah nda juwa selesai . drpd kamu cmtu bek gy bncang bek2 , nada apa2 , then mslah selesai . =.=' payah juwa ehh . klu suma kan tunjuk KUAT NE , please lha , nada juwa pha2 kamu dapat thu  . di kubur nnty sama juwa jak tempat kita thu eyy . 

Okayy lha , lets we start wif my story (; 
Hmm , selama single ne , nothing to do lha , happy ? x la jgak , kdang2 tu pndai jugak rndu , but life must go on rite ? nda men lha sbb satu bnda ne dah maw DOWN . bknnya maw ckap aku nda serius wif our relation before , jz btul jgak thu kan , buat pa maw DOWN , jauh gy prjlnan hdup ne . tp dlam hati spa twu kan , maw ngis jak rasa . tp biar lah past is PAST guys . Erm  , who wif me now ? no one lha (; HAHA , tia pyah la kamu guess2 sepa . no one
~ keh ? maybe yea , smone special yg rapat ngan aku skrg . TIDAK DINAFIKAN . tp aku jz anggp dya as fren , he will never PANDANG aku lha , i noe his taste not like me (: 
LET HIM GO is better maybe ~ 
as people said , nothing is impossible . i want to be normal , as others . 
happy , have many friends , disayangi , dicintai .
Maybe i have a friends , maybe disygi , maybe dcntai , tp ntah la , 
i still cant find " THE HAPPY "
i dont know who i love , who am i . IM CONFUSED , 
so others , please understand me =.='' 
i dont want to be like this ," the person named Shika who u all hate so much " 
i dont want , n i never wish to be like this . 
maybe u all cant accept who i am , but i hope u all dont judge me SUKA ATI . 

stay tune , (; i will continue in a minute ,